Bad mooooooood.

I am so frustrated right now :( Tonight was just dumb.

I had a whole list of things I wanted to get done and I didn't get anything done at all, because I got hung up on practicing piano. I sat down around 6 and before I knew it, it was 9:30...and that's not because I was enjoying it. It was not going well at all. So then I still had to eat...and now I'm just too frustrated to try to accomplish anything, so I'm going to bed.

I just really need a hug and a shoulder to cry on and there is no one here to give said hug or provide said shoulder.

2 more weeks. 2 more weeks. 2 more weeks. I can do it. I can. Right?



***Edit...a little later.***

I just had to email Josh something and saw my signature on the bottom. It reads:

Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow,
for tomorrow will worry about itself.
Each day has enough trouble of its own.
- Matthew 6:34

I guess maybe I should pay more attention to that...I'm sure things will be fine. I just can't stop thinking about it and it's been weighing down on me for so long now, I'm ready for it to be over so I can just focus on cleaning/packing/MOVING! :)

Goodnight.